Games 6 Keeping
his eyes focus on Chakotay, Tom tried to block the pain.
Chakotay
began talking, "Well I'm not sure how to begin so how bout I start from
the moment I first laid eyes on you?" With a smile on his face he said,
"I remember walking into Sandrine's to find the pilot that Seska had insisted
was perfect for us, to find this cocky, sarcastic, young man with a chip
on his shoulders the size of Mt. Cook but he had this lonely look about
him this young man hid behind masks be hurt to many times and I hate to
say that I was one of those people and Seska used you knowing that I'd
see you and see red, I took my anger out on you cuz I saw spoiled brat
who gave up everything by telling a lie, even though I knew all that I
still lost my heart to that one man." Pausing Chakotay watched Tom carefully
risking a quick glance at the Doctor who was also listening to him, this
wasn't how he planned on telling Tom how he felt but tell he would, looking
back at Tom he carried on, "If you hadn't ran out when you did I would
have told you this but I understand why you did."
Tom
was glad that Chakotay hadn't, he had leant that Dalby had been in there
as well.
Seeing
the pain in Tom's eyes he reached for his hand saying, "I'm here Poocuh
when the pain hits you squeeze my hand tight Ok?" With his free hand Chakotay
wiped the tears that were sliding down Tom's cheeks saying, "It's going
to be Ok, once the Doc finished with you, and that drug out of you system
you can sleep all you like, Now where was I? Oh that right I was going
to tell you how I felt when I laid eyes on you again on Voyager," Pausing
to take a sip of water Chakotay looked over at the Doctor who was trying
to give them what privacy he could, looking away as he cut into Tom body
he felt Tom gripping his hand looking back at him Chakotay lean in closer
stroking Tom's hair as he smoothly said, "I was glad that you were out
of that hellhole I wanted to swept you up in my arms and never let you
go, I know you're wondering why I didn't well I let my pride stand in the
way and I saw your mask slip into place when I yelled at you, have I ever
told you how much I hate those masks?" Looking deep into Tom's blue eyes
with a smile, "Well I hope never having to see them again well not at me
I know you need them but not with Tom, I promise not to hurt. Yes we'll
fight and you're try to push me away but I'm a stubborn not sure if you
picked up on that,"
Chakotay
could see the glint in Tom's eyes at that saying, "I see you have noticed?
Well good I'm glad that you did so you know that it's useless fighting
me." Picking up his glass of water Chakotay took another sip his eyes darting
from what the Doctor was doing back to Tom hearing the door swish open
and saw The Captain and Tuvok enter sickbay nodding at them as they waiting
for the Doctor to finish in the Doc's office.
Tuvok
watched out the window as Janeway sat at the Doc's deck reading through
reports groused, "I want him found and dealt with employ you people this
is top priority and Tuvok I want to know why B'Elanna dumped Tom like she
did."
Chakotay
reached for the cloth to wipe Tom's forehead and noticed that he was low
on water, looking down at Tom he said, "I'll be back, I need to get some
more water."
As
he turned to move his hand away, Tom gripped it harder refusing to let
it go, Looking back at him with a smile, "Ok let me call one of them in
the office then that can be the runners then." Looking over at Tuvok who
was staring at them calling out, "Tuvok can you get some more water for
me?"
Tuvok
gave him what could pass as a Vulcan frown Chakotay watched as he said
something to the captain then walked out of the office and headed towards
them.
Walking
closer to them Tuvok could see the pain that was on the younger man's face
he could see the love that poured out of his eyes as he stared at the commander,
"What do you wish for me to get for you Commander?"
Handing
a bowl over the Vulcan Chakotay said, "Sorry to ask this but Tom won't
let me go, can you get me some fresh water?"
Nodding
Tuvok walked to the sink on the other side of Sickbay filling the bowl
nearly to the rim Tuvok returned sitting the bowl on the bench beside the
Commander.
Rising
the cloth Chakotay wrung it out asking, "Has he been found?"
"No,
but we have locked down sickbay no one can enter and we can't leave I have
my team at every Jefferies tubes that lead into here closed off, the good
new is that we have narrowed the people involved in this."
"Good."
Chakotay
glanced at the readings at the top of the bed with a frown when it started
beeping, looking over that Doctor as he cursed, "Damn it, Captain I need
you out here NOW."
Surprised
at his tone, Chakotay asked, "What wrong?"
Kathryn
exited the office with anger ready to blast the Doctor for ordering her
about but he stopped her by telling her, "Blast me later Captain but I
need you smaller hands to perform this next part I can't program my hands
smaller and frankly I don't have the time, scrub up and then follow my
orders right down to the last letter."
Kathryn
with once glance knew that speed was needed if they wanted Tom to live
muttering under her breathe as she stalked over to the clearer pulling
off her jacket and undershirt baring her arms she held her hands
and arms under the blue light turning her arms making sure that it was
totally clean before pulling it out, fuming as she rushed back to them.
Laying
on the bed as they fought to save his life, Tom focused on the man he loved
he refused to let his hand go and he wouldn't look at the other, he wished
the pain would go that was breaking his concentration he didn't even wish
to pass out anymore, he knew that Chakotay loved him and nothing would
change that Dalby was wrong about that at first Tom thought he was right
but Chakotay told him differently Tom could have doubted the words of love
but he couldn't doubt the love that shone from the big mans eyes, squeezing
his hand Tom let his love for him shone forth for him to see.
Looking
back down at the young man Chakotay felt his breath catch as he saw the
love shining from Tom's eyes and it was directed at him leaning down placing
his mouth beside Tom's ear saying just loud enough for him to hear, "I
love you Thomas Eugene Paris."
Fighting
to move his other hand Tom slowly and painfully reached up, cupping Chakotay
cheek in his hand for a second, before it flopped back onto the bed.
Tuvok
watched as the Captain followed the Doctors orders, looking over at Chakotay
as he whispered something to the young man as Tom reached up to touch his
face, Tuvok made a vow to himself that Dalby wouldn't live to see another
day he was a dead man walking living on borrowed time.
He
also need to talk to B'Elanna, he had a fair idea why she broke up with
Tom like she did and if he was correct, he would be able to help her since
he had been watching her from a far for awhile, she was the one he chose
for his time, he hoped that Vorick hadn't scared her off when his Pon Farr
came upon him, unlike Vorick Tuvok practice control and it wasn't his first.
Kathryn
signed as she watched her hands disappeared into the body of her helmsman
if anyone had told her that she would be repairing Tom she would have thought
them nuts but here she was elbow deep in blood the old fashion way they
had to do it this way because of the drug flowing through his veins.
The
Doctor was trying to purge the drugs from his system but it was fighting
back, making it harder to save Tom's life.
Looking
up at Tuvok he asked, "How close are they to finding Dalby?"
"We
have narrowed it down access port Beta twenty two."
"Narrow
it down faster I need to know the code, he used what combo drugs he used
I can't keep working like this I need to operate without the drugs fighting,
Find him and find him now." Reading the data at the head of the bed with
a sigh asking, "Have you found the bleeder?"
With
a grunt Janeway nodded, "I'm trying to tie it up but it keeps coming undone
and I think it's hurting Tom more."
Chakotay
wiped his face free of sweat saying, "Just tie it up and as fast as you
can he's holding on but just."
Tom
listened as they talked about him but he didn't listen he just stared at
Chakotay gripping tighter as the pain grew unbearable.
Tuvok
left them to check on the process on finding Dalby, "Tuvok to Ayala."
"Ayala
here."
"Have
you found him?"
"Got
him cornered in Cargo back two."
"Hold
him there till I arrive."
"Acknowledge."
"Tuvok
out."
Rejoining
them Tuvok told them, "They have him, Captain if he resist shall I do a
meld with him to get the information we need?"
"Do
what you have to do to acquirer the data we need to save Tom."
"I
will be back as soon as I have the knowledge we need."
Chakotay
followed Tuvok as he walked out just before he stepped through the door
he called out, "Make him stuffer Tuvok."
Nodding
slightly he replied, "It's the only aceptable course to take Commander."
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