Series: From A - Z
Series Rating: NC-17
Summary: Tom has trouble sleeping and there's only one cure.
The small lamp, which was attached to the roof of the tent, gave out just
enough light to allow Tom to see his surroundings as he peered through the
gloom to where Harry lay a few feet away. The Ensign had shifted position
and was now curled up on his side, facing towards Tom, his back almost
touching the side of the tent. His eyes were closed and, despite the noise
from the wind and rain outside, he was sleeping soundly.
Tom studied him for a few moments more, then looked away, turning his head
to face the man who lay right beside him. His lover's broad chest was rising
and falling steadily, and Tom reached out to gently place his hand there.
Chakotay's strong heartbeat pulsed under his fingers, and he sighed as its
steady rhythm comforted him.
He slowly moved his gaze upwards to Chakotay's face and his hand followed.
He softly stroked the older man's smooth cheek before letting his fingers
wander to the dark hair that had fallen over his lover's forehead. He pushed
it back gently and uncovered the tattoo that was hidden beneath, then
lovingly traced the bold pattern with the tip of one finger.
The urge to move closer was irresistible, and Tom closed his eyes as he
brought his head to rest against Chakotay's shoulder. He lay still, lost in
the feel of the older man's warmth against his cheek, and it didn't register
for a few moments that large, gentle fingers were smoothing and stroking his
hair. When he finally became aware of them, he looked up to find the
smiling, dark eyes of their owner gazing back at him.
"Trouble sleeping?" Chakotay asked in a whisper.
"Yeah," Tom whispered back. "I don't like being so far away from you.
Y'know, with all this material in between us. I didn't mean to wake you up
"You didn't wake me, I couldn't sleep either. I was just trying some basic
relaxation techniques to see if that would help. It didn't."
"I need to be next to you, Cha," Tom stated softly. "Really next to you."
"I need the same thing, Tom," Chakotay replied quietly. "But we mustn't use
our link; we can't allow ourselves to get too carried away. We always do
when we combine our minds as well as our bodies."
"I know, and I agree, but I really do need you." Tom insisted.
"Then come here," Chakotay whispered, and quietly unzipped his sleeping bag.
Tom did the same with his own, then moved swiftly into Chakotay's
outstretched arms. He snuggled as close as he could, burying his head in his
lover's neck as he was held in a tight embrace. Tom sighed as he repeatedly
kissed the warm skin beneath his lips and felt gentle hands tracing circles
on his bare back. It was this feeling of closeness that Tom had missed as
he'd tried unsuccessfully to sleep, and now he eagerly awaited every welcome
Chakotay's hand ran up and down his side, occasionally veering off to gently
squeeze his growing erection. Tom gave a small groan and worked his own hand
under Chakotay's shirt, his fingers running back and forth across the other
man's firm stomach until he had Chakotay moaning softly.
Tom smiled against his lover's neck, then lifted his head. He turned his
attention to Chakotay's mouth, licking and nipping gently before finally
kissing him tenderly. As he continued to lovingly kiss the man's soft lips,
he slowly rubbed his now rock-hard erection against Chakotay's side.
Chakotay groaned as he felt Tom move against him and he pulled Tom even
closer. Tom deepened the kisses as his lover's strong hands gripped him
around the waist and tugged. Chakotay manoeuvred them both until Tom was
lying full-length on top of him, then grasped the younger man's cheeks
possessively as he eagerly returned Tom's hungry kisses.
Chakotay's hands squeezed and stroked every accessible part of Tom's body
before they finally moved towards Tom's waist and took hold of his pants.
Tom wriggled as Chakotay pulled his pants down over his hips, then tugged
them down further until they'd been removed completely. When they were gone,
Tom set about the task of disposing of Chakotay's clothes.
He carefully worked the older man's shirt up first until it was bunched
below his chin. He teasingly kissed, licked and nipped at every inch of
newly-exposed dark skin, then roughly bit and sucked each of Chakotay's hard
Tom moved his attention to his lover's hands then, and took delight in
sucking each of Chakotay's fingers into his mouth before he finally kissed
his way up one arm and then the other.
By the time Tom finally pulled the shirt off and threw it to the floor
behind them, Chakotay was breathing heavily and his fingers were alternately
stroking and pulling atTom's soft, blond hair.
Tom eased Chakotay's pants off next, then bent forward to lightly kiss the
tip of his lover's weeping erection. The older man's hands instantly
tightened their hold on Tom's head as a wave of pleasure coursed through his
body, and he frantically pulled his lover closer.
Tom nuzzled Chakotay's groin and thighs, then planted more and more soft
kisses up and down Chakotay's aching penis. As the older man moaned quietly,
Tom moved lower to gently suck and lick at his balls before eventually
turning his attention elsewhere.
Chakotay groaned with pleasure as he felt Tom's warm tongue travel
downwards. A moment later it dipped between his legs and began to probe and
force its way into his opening. A shiver ran through him as Tom's hot breath
tickled his sensitive skin and he moaned a little louder. His surroundings
were forgotten under his lover's sensual assault and the effect of his own
soft cries went unnoticed by him.
A few feet away, Harry stirred and opened his eyes. Something had woken him
but he wasn't sure what. He blinked a couple of times and his tired eyes
searched the darkness until he finally found the cause of his interrupted
Harry froze and stared wide-eyed as the two men nearby continued with their
lovemaking, completely oblivious to the Ensign's scrutiny. He desperately
wanted to look away, but his gaze was fixed on the sight before him as
firmly as if it was a fly trapped in a spider's web. He stayed motionless,
his breathing so shallow it was almost non-existent, and he watched.
He watched as Tom carefully spread Chakotay's legs wide and then resumed his
intimate caresses with his tongue. The younger man had his eyes closed as he
licked and probed his lover's opening, and even in the dim light Harry could
see that Tom's face was flushed with arousal.
Tom's hands were gently roving over Chakotay's hips and thighs and, combined
with the sensations his other actions were provoking, he was eliciting an
almost continuous stream of soft moans and sighs from the older man.
A moment later his lover's sighs turned to a low groan as Tom slid one hand
down towards his own mouth, moistened a finger with saliva and gently
inserted into Chakotay's body.
Harry saw the finger disappear into the older man's hot channel, then
watched as Tom slowly withdrew it before plunging it straight back in again.
Chakotay raised his head from the ground, his lips parted and beads of sweat
rolling down his face, as Tom continued to move his finger in and out with
Chakotay groped desperately for Tom's head and pulled insistently until the
younger man moved up towards his groin. He clutched at Tom's sweat-soaked
hair and groaned loudly as his lover's lips finally closed around his
Harry watched, stunned, as Chakotay began to pump slowly into Tom's mouth,
his large hands holding Tom still as he moved steadily in and out. Chakotay
closed his eyes as he continued to thrust for a few moments more and then he
Harry looked on as Chakotay moved his hands from Tom's head. The older man
stroked Tom's face softly with the backs of his fingers, then dropped his
hands to lightly grasp the younger man's shoulders.
He urged Tom to move upwards until his lover lay on top of him, noting as he
did how both their bodies were glistening with sweat. Their erections met
and as Tom groaned, Chakotay raised his head up to capture Tom's mouth with
They kissed and caressed each other for a long time, and revelled in the
feeling of warm skin sliding over warm skin. Chakotay's passion increased
with each of his lover's kisses, and he finally gripped Tom firmly and
rolled him roughly onto his back.
As he covered the younger man's body with his own, Chakotay growled softly
and nipped at Tom's neck and throat. He licked and kissed every inch of it,
before once again teasing it with his teeth.
Tom moaned as Chakotay bit his neck a little harder, then harder again to
mark him. He felt Chakotay's tongue gently licking the spot and he knew that
his lover had drawn blood.
Tom moaned once more as Chakotay held his head and licked a trail to his
mouth, then kissed him passionately. As the minutes passed and their mouths
continued to meet again and again, both men remained unaware of their silent
Harry lay immobile, unable to tear his gaze away from the two men. It was
almost as though he'd been hypnotised and he had no choice but to continue
watching. He couldn't believe what he was seeing, and although he wanted to
move away or close his eyes, his body just wouldn't respond to his wishes.
He remained unmoving as Chakotay began to grind his erection more
insistently against Tom's, their sweat-slicked bodies allowing the older man
to glide almost effortlessly over his lover as their passion grew. And as
the men's temperature rose too, Harry noticed faint clouds of steam starting
to rise from their bodies into the cooler air that surrounded them.
He could smell their combined scent as it filled the small, enclosed space
and it caused an unwanted reaction in his own body. He desperately tried to
take his mind away from the events nearby, but the sights, sounds and smells
were overwhelming. Harry could feel himself growing hard, his erection
beginning to strain against his sleep-pants, but he was powerless to stop
As his body decided to betray him further, his hand crept down towards his
groin and slipped inside his pants. His fingers closed tightly around his
erection and, without conscious thought, he began to stroke himself in time
with Chakotay's movements.
He kept his gaze riveted on the two other men, watching intently as a moment
later, Tom reached back to fumble for his backpack. Chakotay realised what
Tom was looking for and held the bag open for him as he rummaged through it.
Tom smiled, then brought out a small tube from the pack and passed it to his
lover. He laid back down and Chakotay quickly moved back over him, placing
the tube on the floor next to them.
Chakotay returned his attention to Tom's neck and sucked at the mark that
he'd made earlier, then began to nip and kiss his way down Tom's chest. He
continued further, licking and kissing Tom's stomach until Harry heard Tom
moan softly and make a whispered plea.
"Please, Cha," he begged as his hands moved to rest on Chakotay's damp hair.
Chakotay closed his eyes and nuzzled Tom's stomach, then edged his way
slowly towards his lover's groin. Tom felt the warmth and wetness of
Chakotay's tongue on his inner thigh as it licked slowly upwards to his
balls, then dipped down again to lick at the entrance to his body.
Chakotay teased Tom with his wet caresses, then worked his way back up until
his mouth closed around the tip of Tom's erection and he sucked gently.
"More. Please," Tom whispered insistently, and Chakotay complied, taking Tom
Tom groaned as Chakotay's teeth scraped him lightly and a lubricated finger
eased just inside him. He hadn't noticed Chakotay open the tube or even pick
it back up, his mind only on his own desires and the sensations created by
his lover's touch.
As one finger became two, Tom twisted himself over to lie on his front.
Chakotay leaned forward, running his hands down Tom's sides and back before
covering the same path with tiny kisses. He grasped Tom's pale cheeks with
his hands and squeezed and massaged them before his fingers finally returned
to Tom's opening.
Nearby, Harry watched as Chakotay pushed three fingers glistening with
lubricant inside Tom's eager body. He heard Tom groan, then saw him push
back as he tried to take the fingers in deeper. Chakotay lifted his other
hand to Tom's hip and the younger man moved to his knees, leaning forward to
rest on his elbows.
With the fingers of one hand still deep inside Tom's body, Chakotay used his
free hand to squeeze some of the lubricant over his own erection. He closed
his eyes as he spread the clear gel all over, thrusting into his hand a few
times as he did.
Tom moaned loudly as he looked back over his shoulder and saw Chakotay
stroking himself. The noise caused Chakotay to open his eyes and he moved
forward to push his erection between Tom's thighs and rub teasingly against
the younger man's balls.
"Cha, please!" Tom groaned, "I can't wait any longer. Do it now!"
Chakotay smiled and removed his fingers from Tom's body, replacing them
immediately with the tip of his erection. He grabbed Tom's hips to still the
younger man's movements, then watched himself as he slid slowly into his
From his place a few feet away, Harry watched too.
The Ensign's hand mimicked Chakotay's gentle thrusts as the older man draped
himself over his lover's back and moved within him. Harry's desire to turn
away from the scene had fled as his own arousal had grown. Now, although he
remained annoyed at his body's refusal to cooperate with his brain, he was
too caught up in the other men's passion to fight the thrill of watching.
He gripped himself tightly as he noticed Chakotay's hands slide down Tom's
body to fondle his balls. Tom moaned and pushed himself upright, coming to
rest with his back against Chakotay's chest. He caught his lover's hands and
guided one to his erection, then held it there as he began to thrust into it
at the same pace that Chakotay was moving inside him. Chakotay's other hand
remained on Tom's balls and continued its caresses while Tom's hand rested
on top of it.
In the darkness, all three occupants of the small tent moved closer and
closer to release; their movements synchronised as they edged towards their
Chakotay rested his forehead against Tom's neck as he increased his pace,
his hot, panting breath sending a small shiver through Tom's body as it
tickled his skin. Tom groaned and clutched tightly at Chakotay's hands as he
pushed himself backwards, forcing his lover deep inside with every thrust.
Both men groaned, sweat trickling down them as Tom bent his head back to
rest it on Chakotay's shoulder. Chakotay moved faster as he sensed Tom's
climax approaching and, on the other side of the tent, their observer did
Harry's breath came in short gasps as he struggled to remain quiet. His hand
was moving rapidly now and he knew it would only be a matter of seconds
before his orgasm overtook him. He stared across at the two other men, his
gaze fixed on the sight of Chakotay's dark penis as it thrust hard and fast
into Tom's pale body.
A moment later and Tom was crying out as he shuddered and erupted forcefully
into his lover's hand and onto his own chest. As Tom's muscles clamped
around him, Chakotay's climax hit immediately and he sank his teeth into
Tom's shoulder as he came deep inside him.
Still unnoticed by either man, Harry came too; biting down hard on his lower
lip to prevent himself from shouting out. He closed his eyes for a second as
a small tremor ran through him, then returned his gaze to the other men.
Tom was laying down on his back now and Chakotay was kneeling alongside him.
Both Harry and Tom watched as Chakotay raised his hand to his mouth and
licked each of his fingers clean. He turned his attention to Tom then, and
used his tongue to gently remove every trace of semen from his lover's body.
As soon as Chakotay was finished, Tom pulled him close and kissed him
tenderly. The older man shivered as the chill of the night air hit his
rapidly cooling body, and Tom broke away to fumble for their sleeping bags.
When he found them he spread them out one on top of the other and the two
men snuggled underneath. They held each other close and drifted off to
sleep, as across from them, one wide-awake and very confused young ensign
was left alone with his troubled thoughts.