Contemplate by Andrea Castro Chapter 2
I never thought B’Elanna could ever
really love me . Hell , I never thought anyone could love me . After what
I went through in my life . But B’Elanna has been through some tough spots
also.
I know I wouldn’t survived in that
Vidiian prison if it wasn’t for Tom . He looked out for me and I really
needed his help. When I was finally better , he spent some time with me
to make sure I was absolutely okay . He would always look out for me after
that . When the Captain and Chakotay caught that virus and Harry said to
contact the Vidiians and use my Klingon DNA as a bribe , Tom told me to
think this through . He said I didn’t know what was really going to happen
. If they attacked us , they would kill everyone else but torture me. I
could start to hear hurt in his voice . He said that he just wanted to
protect me . That’s when I started falling for him. Because I knew how
much he cared about me.
I knew I was really in love with
B’Elanna in the Vidiian prison. I just had to admit it to myself. And to
Megan Delaney . Lord , I must have spent about 2 hours listening to her
yell at me that day . Also when Harry and I were in that prison and he
woke me up I almost said I was dreaming of B’Elanna but stopped myself
and said Megan . Sure I was . B’Elanna actually had dinner with us when
we got back to Voyager . I think Harry and I still owe her rations from
that night . That night I walked her back to her quarters and she gave
me that beautiful smile . She said it was good to have you back . Not you
and Harry. You . Ok I know I was being paranoid but still . Still , she
ended up hugging me good night .
Before Tom and I were attacked in the Cochrane by those two aliens , I almost jumped at the offer to go out with him on the Holodeck . But I thought maybe it would have seemed that I was too eager . He was also pissing me off at the time so … yeah . Still he does that sometimes but I can’t help but fight with him . It’s what we do . And he will still be the man I fell in love with . TBC |